It has been a long time since I last wrote

It has been a long time since I last wrote
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Right now, I only have 8 days left to prepare for my PTE exam. I feel nervous because I am not confident in myself now. Maybe improving my English speaking skill is not a easy thing. So, as long as I have tried my best, I will accept the result frankly.

I can definitely realise that my English skills upgrade to the next level, but my aim is high and I do not have much time to make progress to that high level.

Even if I fail in the exam, I might be a good thing, because living in an english-speaking country is not that easy, and I need to make more money before I can seamlessly join in their community.

Thanks to IELTS and PTE, I have realise my deficient in English. It may cost me 2k money, but where can you find a Englihsh-learning class that can definely import your English and learning habits. Haha, maybe I just try to justify the behaivor that I choose to take the exam in Augest 1st blindlessly. What do you think of it?

✨Corrected & Polished Version:

It has been a long time since I last wrote.
Right now, I have only 8 days left to prepare for my PTE exam, and I feel nervous because I’m not confident in myself at the moment. Improving my English speaking skills is not an easy task. Still, as long as I try my best, I’ll accept the result with an open mind.

I can clearly see that my English has improved and reached a new level, but my goal is ambitious, and I don’t have much time left to make further progress.

Even if I don’t succeed this time, it might not be a bad thing. Living in an English-speaking country isn’t easy, and perhaps I need more time to earn money and better prepare myself before fully integrating into their society.

Thanks to IELTS and PTE, I’ve become aware of my weaknesses in English. Taking the exam might cost me around 2,000 yuan, but where else can you find an English-learning experience that truly enhances both your language skills and your study habits?

Haha, maybe I’m just trying to justify my decision to take the exam on August 1st without fully thinking it through.
What do you think?